Dream-Nova

From the moment I met you, I always knew That from that point onward, you'd carry my heart with you You were so gentle, your words were true and kind You were the one thought, always on my mind And though you left often, I would always yearn For the day that would come, when you would return And when that day arrived, and you felt the same way You said you would love me, forever, every day And so you stayed with me, constantly at my side I loved and adored you, until the day you died That day you had left, I had followed too For this world is nothing, empty without you If I were not with you, I simply could not be For without you

I see horror behind closed eyes I find I'm fleeing from my demise As I feel my growing fear I sense the monster lurking near I hear his voice inside my head He's screaming that he wants me dead As I feel him strike at me I have no reason left to flee I feel the end coming close Death is what I fear most But though that's how things may seem I know that this is just a dream

My heart is frozen From the coldness of your stare There is no longer warmth In the "love" that we share There is no longer kindness In that expression you always wear You don't love me! You don't even care! I'm leaving you Though you say I wouldn't dare I know that I won't miss you That's what I declare It's hard to miss a love that was never even there

I've loved you For forever it seems Every day and night And always in my dreams I've loved you From the very start Since the moment we'd met You'd captured my heart I've loved you So much, that time stood still So I could love you forever As I always will I love you No -ed in the way I loved you back then And I love you today

We all have a color We each have our shade Whether a radiant pink Or a soft-toned jade I'd say I'm yellow Bright as the sun Lighting up at everything Always on the run But other days I'm white Soft as a cloud Calm in my gentle breeze Never harsh and loud I am my own rainbow That's the way I see These are my colors These are the shades of me

It folllows like a shadow Breathing down your neck Forever in your mind Making you a nervous wreck It makes the heart feel heavy And causes great distress Until you make amends It will cause a bigger mess You blow it off as nothing 'Said there was nothing you could do You said it was hurting no one But it's really hurting you You can't hold it in forever You can't keep up this ruse If there is nothing to gain What is there to lose?